“Ariel” (Written by Lily)

I’ve made up my mind
That I’m taking my time
To decide what I want to be feeling
And I, know everythings about me tonight
Know that you won’t be sleeping tonight
Know that it’s hard believing
Tomorrow I will open my eyes
And look at empty sheets beside me

I’ve given up crying
It’s way too hard trying to find
What’s right to be feeling
And I wonder why you’d be taken from me
Wonder why I would rather be free
And wonder if you are driving around in circles
Thinking of nothing
Like me

It’s a joke to think I’d swallow everything I ever felt for you
Your gurantee that I don’t love you like you love me
You say I used to make you smile, that I’m different, and it’s been awhile
But maybe, maybe you don’t even know me

I’m better alone
‘Cause you made me your own
And you told me how I should be feeling
But I know that it feels like I’m hurting more
Know that the ways you’ve hurt me before
And nothing compared to being without you
Wondering what you’d be doing, right now

It’s a joke to think I’d swallow everything I ever felt for you
Your guarantee that I don’t love you like you love me
You say I used to make you smile, but I’m different, and it’s been awhile
But maybe, maybe you don’t even know me

It’s aches that I’m here
And it hurts that I fear you
But want to feel nothing but your arms
And all that I can’t have